PRINCESS
This is a sad news for me, because my pet, my friend, my
playmate, my stress reliever is now in heaven.
But should
I be happy?....... That she’s now with God. But no! it’s a big NO, I'm sad. I lost a
friend, a family. She’s my medicine when I’m stress, tired and feel alone.
When I’m
thinking that I can’t hug her anymore, makes me sick. I want to cry. I can’t
pinch her anymore. I can’t play with her now. I can’t tell story to her now.
I’m
just missing her. She’s like always noisy and barking when she knows that I’m
getting home. Missing her about pinching on her butt (favorite/love to do to her) when I’m so “gigil” and looks cute to me.
Of course,
she’s pretty even she’s too big in her size. "Beautiful pet, the best of all". My
Princess , I don’t want to say Goodbye but “see you on another time”.
You are
always in my heart. You gave so much joy to our family.
They never
know what I feel inside. I want to blame
someone but should I do that? I can’t blame someone and be mad to them. Sorry! It’s
my fault.
Oh!
Princess. I want to have a magic and bring you back. I want to live with you
until I get old. I still want to play with you. I want to play with you always,
forever.
This is
not a goodbye, I still can’t,….. I still can’t accept everything.
Love
joy
