MY PRINCESS

PRINCESS

       This is a sad news for me, because my pet, my friend, my playmate, my stress reliever is now in heaven.

                But should I be happy?....... That she’s now with God. But no! it’s a big NO, I'm sad. I lost a friend, a family. She’s my medicine when I’m stress, tired and feel alone.

                When I’m thinking that I can’t hug her anymore, makes me sick. I want to cry. I can’t pinch her anymore. I can’t play with her now. I can’t tell story to her now.

                I’m just missing her. She’s like always noisy and barking when she knows that I’m getting home.  Missing her about pinching on her butt (favorite/love to do to her) when I’m so “gigil” and looks cute to me.

                Of course, she’s pretty even she’s too big in her size. "Beautiful pet, the best of all". My Princess , I don’t want to say Goodbye but “see you on another  time”.

                You are always in my heart. You gave so much joy to our family.

                They never know what I feel inside.  I want to blame someone but should I do that? I can’t blame someone and be mad to them. Sorry! It’s my fault.

                Oh! Princess. I want to have a magic and bring you back. I want to live with you until I get old. I still want to play with you. I want to play with you always, forever.

                This is not a goodbye, I still can’t,….. I still can’t accept everything.

                   Love

                  joy

STRESSING OUT

Few things I do when I’m stress

GOODBYE FOR NOW

I know that I’m not a good person but I still question GOD, “Why him?” we never expect this. I still can’t believe that he’s gone now.

Sometimes I feel that he’s just far away taking vacation, but in a moment I just realize that he’s already gone. I’m doing this blog because I want him to remember always.

I may be sound selfish but if I have a power I will make him alive and be with us. I know he’s happy now in a good place with GOD, I know he tried to be strong to be with us but maybe he’s mission in this world is over but I know we all gonna be with you on the right time.

This is not the end of forever without you. Someday I will understand why GOD makes this happen with our family. I know there’s a good reason. He is always in our heart.

I’m so blessed to be his granddaughter. I remember when I’m a kid he’s giving everything we need. He’s a happy person who’s always joking with us. I’m very thankful to him. It’s just sad that he’s now gone and never be with us.

I remember before he die, I dream of him. He’s just standing in front of me, wearing white shirt and smiling, like he’s happy now to where he was. And to this I gonna be happy for him. He’s always in our heart no matter what, we will never forget you.

Wishing, you’re happy right now to where you are, I always missing you. I’m happy that GOD chosen you to be my grandfather, I may not close to you but I always loved you. You are my family that’s why you are important. Without you, is like we broke our one wings but we need to stand up for you and for us. We love you always. 

Remember: beJOYTIFULalways ;)