_Okay, so where do I start? …….
Actually
this is my first time to post here. I did use before the wordpress but I
already deleted my account but I still want to share my learned experience,
that’s why I make another one.
So,
lets’ start. . . I’m the youngest child and I have two siblings, my kuya and
then my ate. We’re not very close to each other. We never tell secrets to each
other or talk about something that we love or hate. We never tell stories in
our everyday lives. Maybe sometimes but not often or always but we never have a
talk that “talagang masinsinan”. Before I feel like where strangers but we
became close naman when maybe we are in highschool or college, I think. . . but
not so close. I would say that I can more tell my problems to my
friends/bestfriends. I can tell them anything that I want to. I don’t
understand why we grew up like strangers. I remember before that I always have
a day dreaming and I dreamed that I have a very close relationship to them. It
never happened but we’re more okay now. I just remembered before that my sister
is always get mad at me and I don’t know the reason (maybe I was in elem. that
time and in highschool also.) I always felt before that she don’t like to play
with me and she’s also always with my cousin’s house, so I always played to the
boys (to my kuya and other cousins, which is not really a cousin but tito.) I
do remember also that my cousins really don’t like me but when my other tita, have
a child in 2004 everything’s change. He’s my angel, also my own brother. I
loved him more than my own siblings. With him I felt that I’m acceptable and
also can love by other people. And speaking of love by other people, I also
find a new sister, one of my bestfriends. I met her in 2009. We started as a
stranger but we became close in 2010. I might tell that she’s not like my ate,
you know why because she’s always there for me. She cheers me up when the times
that I’m so down to my life. She’s always giving me an advice and supports me.
I would tell that even we’re not together we have a good relationship. We
talked on the phone. We texted and emailed each other. That’s our
communication.
So my point here is you don’t
have to be blood related just to be a sister to each other. The important is
how you take care of each other or how you value each other, if you feel to
them that you’re not important to them then “ganoon din ang balik sa’yo”. My
bestfriends are the one who are always with me, they’re like my own sister.
But
don’t get me wrong, I love my ate because she’s my family. What I’m telling you
is sometimes you don’t see that there’s someone else that they can love you and
treat you like there own family, so appreciate them.
Or
maybe in the future, all of it change and of course I’m gonna share it to you.
This is just my opinion based on my experience.
Hope
you learn from this or I hope you like it. J